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and I come all undone by oki-oki and I come all undone by oki-oki
I think this is the most I have ever edited a pic before. Like, ever. Which is really saying something. I took this with a flash, with him sitting on top of my garden shed, his back against the evening sky. Didn't turn out how I thought, but eh.

Hayden is a very sad guy. He often takes out his frustration on video games, or... on other people. Behind his calm, smiley exterior, there is a broken man, who blames himself for anything and everything.

Hayden; Migidoll Ryu (
Faceup; Hector
Jacket; 4D
Wig; Sunny's Wonderful World
Eyes; Mimiwoo
Scarf; Me
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Garaladin Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2013
Holy crap! I just looked up those dolls, they're so expensive!!!
animatedastronaut Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2012
HeartIsIce Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Student General Artist
Awh it is so pretty with the melancholy in his face and the bokeh effetct is lovely.
Zefiro0 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
bokomomoxx Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2011
its SD doll right?i want it so much!!!!!!!!!
LittleGeeky Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2009
I love the emotion and the lighting on this ^w^ (A fave from me ^-^)
ChaoticKissHell Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2009
Wonderful eyes! nice texture! Amazing deviation!
laora0403 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2009
Nawww he's sad!!!!

fk20 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Luuv it soo much~ :D
Rosella-of-Daventry Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
I think I'm gonna cry...; - ;
CuppycakeXD Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2008
This is stunning! ^^
MyChem11 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2008
it almost looks like hes in a city at night....with city lights, etc. great job. :D
lace-teaspoon Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2008
this is absolutely gorgeous! i'm gonna put it on my desktop. instant fav :love:
Fly-polaris Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2008
*dies* i love migidoll ryu... i saw this picture and went oh my go i need to see the full view! the first thing my mind did was if he was walking across the street my heart would skip a beat and i'd have to do a double take to see those horribly sad eyes and wish that i could be the one to fix them.... you've captured my hopless romantic heart in this picture and i give you a heart that bleeds for this boy. (( wow i just sounded like a crazy hopless romantic in love with a doll....hmm never though that would happen when i was younger))
Tohru-of-Marshmello Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2008
Pretty! Pretty! I love the lighting and use of color here! =3
Hay3n Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2008
this is really a masterpiece <3
matsuharuki Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2008   Photographer

I featured this (and a WHOLE LOT MORE) here [link]

Hope you don't mind...=D
pomp-berry Featured By Owner May 31, 2008  Student General Artist
The impression I get is that he's walkin on a street all alone... ready to hitchhike with the first car that passes by :P
LorraineFish Featured By Owner May 30, 2008
I like the way you edited the photo anyway. =)
FllayPrincess Featured By Owner May 28, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Thays so cute!
SakuraCN Featured By Owner May 28, 2008
i fell in love with this picture...
Morb1d0 Featured By Owner May 27, 2008
love your dolls :heart:..where do you get them from btw? (might just get one for my sis who is terribly afraid of them lol :P)
butterflyofstorms Featured By Owner May 27, 2008   Photographer
your work's been featured here: [link]

have a nice day! :w00t:
camillaeleni Featured By Owner May 27, 2008
msbitty55 Featured By Owner May 25, 2008  Student Traditional Artist
this is soooo cool!!!
unBeautifulCreature Featured By Owner May 25, 2008
omg did you change something in his face?? or is it just the angle??? he suddenly looks so depressed. oO normally he has a really cool, self-confident (sometimes even cheeky XD) face, but now...
but somehow this depressed look suits him. it makes him look more fragile. I wanna hug him :hug:

I really like this pic, it looks so natural (though it's "just" a doll :P). I really like it... And I like Hayden anyways...XD
InsomniacLizard Featured By Owner May 24, 2008
the picture makes me want to hug him. He looks so sad.
Oh and I really like the picture too! :D
animeneko31011 Featured By Owner May 23, 2008
omg, if i hugged him would he feel better?
G-Trace Featured By Owner May 23, 2008
omg omg omg i love it :D hayden <3333

you make me fangirl >.>"
skullez Featured By Owner May 22, 2008
i will hug him now
Nocturnal-Doll Featured By Owner May 21, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jeez...going through your list of comments I don't even know where to begin on how I'm feeling and Hayden isn't even MINE! D:

I really do enjoy your photos, but this latest one is actually one I really love because it is a nice change from the usual close up shots of Hayden's gorgeous face. This time I think you did add more of an atmosphere...and it plays well with his character. I think you can clearly see in the photo sadness in his face...Doll or's like saying you cannot see sadness or joy in a painting simply because nothing in the painting is real.

It seems people here don't realize the amount of hard work it takes to hand craft a doll like this. Even if one only has the money to purchase a work of art...I still think it takes a great amount of talent to capture a photo of a non living object and make it seem like it were a real person.

I don't want another flame war....but seriously, if you don't like dolls and hate BJDs just as much as you hate Barbies...then I don't know what compels you to bitch about dolls to someone who clearly loves them. :/ It's childish and immature and I sincerely hope one day your head is kicked clear out of your ass for such behavior.

For anyone else thinking of responding with equally rude and childish comments read the small caption above the comment box "Crtique NOT Desired" Obviously simple reading and comprehending is still a huge challenge for some of the moronic individuals of dA.
midnightangel38 Featured By Owner May 23, 2008
you said it :highfive:
kawaiimon Featured By Owner May 22, 2008  Professional Artisan Crafter
Insane-Fantomu Featured By Owner May 21, 2008   Photographer
migidoll ony has heads right? what body do you use if you dont mind my asking?
Mahrahia Featured By Owner May 21, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
that's just gorgeous
PallorSomnium Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
beautiful composition...Hayden looks as gorgeous as ever and the emotion portrayed here is so lovely....<3
Infinite-Stardust Featured By Owner May 21, 2008   Digital Artist
This shot looks like a real human. O.o I love the untidy hair. I'm fascinated by that actually. >.< Gorgeous~
Tesumi Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
Bleh, reading through some of these comments have pissed me off beyond belief.
You know, I've never had much faith in humanity but whatever I did have has been flushed down the toilet.

I mean really people! How do you even know what reality is? Or Art? Every single person on this earth has a difference perspective on life and the things around them! Its all about how you define it, and her definition might be different than yours. Does that make it good or bad? Nope, it is what it is, so spew your ignorance else where.

I adore Hayden and your -ART- in fact you and your wonderful dolls were what inspired me to be a crazy doll lady <3 Now I have my first doll (or doll head, its a miho XD) coming to me soon and I have you and mon to Thank for it!

*gives Oki a cookie and Hayes a snuggle*
Matt-boy Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
Aww.... it's ok if you're only a puppet, once upon a time, we all were.

very well done. *applauds*
J-Ellsworth Featured By Owner May 21, 2008   Traditional Artist
It's like an emo from the Thunderbird puppet show
artlicious-remedy Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
the way his face looks makes him seem burdened with the pain he feels O__O
this one has kind of a different look from ur other photos. I really like it! :)
sasukelover5 Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
i love hayden so much!
he looks like he is in the center square of Tokyo city in japan!
its so cool!
keep up the good work my friend~
fates-kitten Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
omg this picture is absolutly captivating Hayden's expression. he looks so sad... *little tears* ohh... poor Hayden... he just looks so...broken...
KyokoFinland Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
Love this one. He's so beautiful in his royal, lonely sadness. Wonderful capture. :+favlove:
Kaarsel Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
That's really one beautifull photograph. I love his looks. I'd love to have that look.
Ephemeral-Song Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
Stunning use of color and lighting! This is awesome!
jotbe Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
wow.... impresionannteee!!!!
starwide Featured By Owner May 21, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
First thought that came to my mind was the song "Downtown Lights" <3
very beautiful, m'dear, indeed~
javter278 Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
chu-CuNnY-chu Featured By Owner May 21, 2008
Great expressive..nice! *____*
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